其實這兩年來都很負面
心都夠累的
It’s kinda funny that I don’t feel much spirit this year.
I don’t yearn for anything, don’t jealous anyone, don’t want anything fancy, don’t miss anything.
Perhaps when the foundation is not solid, i don’t feel like being loved or to love that strongly anymore.
How could i have anymore feelings toward something that is fake? How could i ever listen to someone who is this naive and trust that he would handle all future stuff properly?
The sad feeling lingers and I’d rather stay independent, calm and withdrawn.
不知道我是天生愛得太狠
所以不會隱藏
諸多限制
我會不自然不由衷
抽離
After all these shit
I don’t have the courage to trust
Not even the courage to love
No expectations
No feelings of being loved
No soul mate
I don’t even deserve a phone call after a massive break down.
How meaningful is a relationship?
I don’t see any.
I don’t wanna say so but
Fuck you
For wasting my time
For everything
Don’t be angry just because other people’s sins are different than yours.
touching song
你慢慢迴避
等你想好了有空了
我早就已忘記遠離
如果這是你的處事方式
就當我看走眼
從未認識過你
At least I tried to my very last effort.
You? What did u do? Ha.
做了個討厭的夢，夢裡一次性出現最不想見到的東西，令討厭的人和事更加立體化。看到自己那麼不爽，更加確定我是不想接受這一切。
幸好醒來了，感覺是多麼的自在。